(secrets)

Got your secret password. I thought to myself. As I typed it, seven letter word. A dogs name. Hands shaking, god, my heart was pumping.
Got in and layed my eyes on all the information, all the potentially heartbreaking information. 
Many misleading words, symbols but a undeniing truth came from it all. "PS: Love you, I want and need you".
Shot through the heart. I gave love a bad name, I gave envy a face, I gave anger a body.
Impotent, sat about two and a half hours before trying to take a shower.
And to pretend that everything is fine. :)