Eu fiz tudo pra você gostar de mim
Oh meu bem não faz assim comigo, não
Você tem, você tem
Que me dar seu coração
Meu amor, não posso esquecer...
Se dá alegria, faz também sofrer
A minha vida foi sempre assim
Só chorando as mágoas que não tem fim
Essa história de gostar de alguém
Já é mania que as pessoas têm
Se me ajudasse Nosso Senhor
Eu não pensaria mais no amor
20050826
Taí?
Just gotta knock´em hard
Through the valley of shadows I was ejected
Nobody lifts me up, I gotta knock´em down
And the ticker is blinking, while I hear the sound
C´mon baby, you´ve got to fight
In my most sadist, everything gets outta sight
and the whispers say just one thing
to close my eyes while to death my life I bring
Try to understand the eternal doubts
While I work myself to get through eternal bouts
I live everyday for a day
But I still cry when I may
I know I should get up and play the game
Kill everybody, because I hate them all the same
I just gotta think straight up and point to you
To make you feel like a dirty fool
Because, afterall, I know I´m better to you
20050823
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
20050822
leave it up to u
Dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
Tax the rich, feed the poor
Till there are no rich no more
I’d love to change the world
But I don’t know what to do
So I’ll leave it up to you
Population keeps on breeding
Nation bleeding, still more feeding economy
Life is funny, skies are sunny
Bees make honey, who needs money, monopoly
World pollution, there’s no solution
Institution, electrocution
Just black and white, rich or poor
Them and us, stop the war
I’d love to change the world
But I don’t know what to do
So I’ll leave it up to you
the sinnerman
Where you gunna run to
All on that day
Well I run to the rock
Please hide me I run to the rock
Please hide me lord
Well the rock cried out
I can’t hide you the rock cried out
I ain’t gunna hide you god
All on that day
I said rock what’s a matter with you rock
Don’t you see I need you rock
Don’t let down
All on that day
So I run to the river
It was bleedin I run to the sea
It was bleedin all on that day
So I run to the river it was boilin
I run to the sea it was boilin
So I run to the lord
Please help me lord
Don’t you see me prayin
Don’t you see me down here prayin
But the lord said
Go to the devil
He said go to the devil
So I ran to the devil
He was waiting
I ran to the devil he was waiting
All on that day
Oh I run to the river
It was boilin I run to the sea
It was boilin all on that day
So I ran to the lord
I said lord hide me
Please hide me
Please help me
All on that day
Said God where were you
When you are old and prayin
Lord lord hear me prayin
Lord lord hear me prayin
Lord lord hear me prayin
All on that day
Sinnerman you oughta be prayin
Oughta be prayin sinnerman
Oughta be prayin all on that day
20050821
hate.
O amor por outro lado vem da paixão e da compaixão. Esse sentimento tão capitalista e nobre, é nada menos uma especíe de recomforto pela vida vazia sem sentido que se vive. Amor é algo tão fácil de criar e dificil de se perder, pois ele se mistura com o ódio e assim como ouro e suas impurezas, fica dificil de destinguir o que é o que. O amor, assim como o ódio, inventa um cliché. O sexo. Sexo é a formá de reprodução humana para a evolução da espécie. Mas quando o amor entra nessa performance, ele se torna estranho... bom e ruim, pois o que é na verdade expressar esse amor físicamente? Sexo se tornou tão cliché que não define mais direito essa condição.
Assim como a vingança não necessita mais o ódio, sexo não precisa mais de amor. Agora vingar-se é pop e sexo is something we do. Enfim, clichés.
20050814
vain
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.
There was a little boy, by the name of Henry, who loved a little girl, by the name of Mary. They knew each other very little, but still Henry loved the little girl not because she was beautiful and playful, but because she made him feel like no other girl made him feel. He felt he was a better person with her, he felt he could be the man he was supposed to be, not just the little boy he is. With her, he would not have to worry about the problems, because he knew it would turn alright in the end as long as Mary would stay by his side. Nothing would matter. But of course, life isn't fair. Life is cruel. Mary never cared about Henry. Henry, in midst of all the deception and dissapointment became an alcoholic and jumped from the bridge he had carved his and Mary's name on. It was on Mary's birthday, that the little boy's body was found. The figure of the body wasn't any longer that of a boy and yes from an old man. He carried a flower and a little diary with him. The diary was soaked and due to the cheap ink Henry had used, it was unreadable. But still, on the cover, incripted the words were: I know I'll always love you, for all my life I know I will love you.
20050812
to be myself another time
alright, okay
Tell me another day
That I have become a nightmare,
so weak, so scary, so weary
through the thunderstorm
and why do I care?
Tears drop from my eyes
as i cry before my fall
I hate myself to death
until I believe in myself
again
my friend
darkness I arrive
I will tell
Everybody else
That we are together, forever
Take care my friend.
20050806
Um 'negocio' que a muito tempo ia te mandar
Numa época que conversar era ao mesmo tempo amar
Mas não foi destino, pois quase fiz-o quebrar
Agora, embriagado, fico a me perguntar
O que fazer agora? Será que devo ainda a sua posse mandar?
Ou será que pela janela afora devo jogar?
20050801
Falar e amar só falta enfartar
Se me perguntam se tenho alguem para amar
Digo com prazer que sim, amo alguem
Mas é ridículo, como eu, amar o ninguem
Pois esse alguem não me ama, teima em me ignorar.
Finge tudo, mas será que finge até não me amar?
Já amei outros alguens, mas esse é diferente dos outros cem
Pois esse acho que não sofre, acho que o coração não tem
De joga-la em frente a um trem
Só para poder tê-la em meus braços e olhar
Quão doce seu rosto é, enquanto ao céu vem
Aqui de cima aponto quem é enquato fico eu a observar
Que esse alguem tanta felicidade e alegria produz.
Deve ser por isso que ela adora me apagar
Deve ser por isso que joga a sombra em minha luz.
Sei que sou rídiculo por amar esse alguem mais que ninguem
Esse alguem que de tanto ignorar se torna um ninguem
Não percebe que o amor que ela tem é meu
Embora não sei se arrependerá do que perdeu
Agora só mais uma estrofe ridícula para terminar!
Deu no jornal que algum idiota tentou se matar
Pulando da janela, mas morreu antes, ao enfartar
Dizem que foi dor de coração, que teimou em parar
Talvez esse idiota é que deixou de amar...