Just gotta knock´em hard

I feel I am rejected
Through the valley of shadows I was ejected
Nobody lifts me up, I gotta knock´em down
And the ticker is blinking, while I hear the sound
C´mon baby, you´ve got to fight
In my most sadist, everything gets outta sight
and the whispers say just one thing
to close my eyes while to death my life I bring
Try to understand the eternal doubts
While I work myself to get through eternal bouts
I live everyday for a day
But I still cry when I may
I know I should get up and play the game
Kill everybody, because I hate them all the same
I just gotta think straight up and point to you
To make you feel like a dirty fool
Because, afterall, I know I´m better to you